December 2009
2K10.
Priorities: 1. God 2. School 3. Family 4. Friends 5. Tennis
Resolutions: -Main focus will be on God -School school school — 4.0 -God > Family > Friends. -100% in everything I do -Boy drama = No no -10s — 110% -Keep my friendships strong -No swearing — EVER! -Take more care of myself — Be more healthy. -Stay positive — With everything -No procrastinating! -No...
2Thousand&9
This was the year that everything changed. This year was the year that I learned a lot about myself, about others, and about how to live my life. I’ve learned that I can’t please everyone, and that I need to keep my priorities in check. I’ve learned not to procrastinate, and to always put 100% into everything I do. In the beginning of the year, I said that 2009 was going to be...
OH CRAP!
I still didn’t make my new years resolutions D: & Tomorrow is new years eve!
He’s always on my mind. There’s no room left for thinking.
When a girl is quiet, millions of things are...
Sorry baby but I’m not giving you my heart. Or at least not anytime soon.
– (via couurtneykins)
I am constantly stuck in this place, in between my...
(via runawaytrain)
I wish you the best.
kowie-chan:
charissalove:
But that will mean I”m lying to myself. No, i don’t wish you the best. I hope somewhere along the way, she fucks you over. I hope she hurts you, and makes you feel like shit. I hope she gives you the medicine you need of a heart break. I know, i don’t even recognize this side of myself either…
What most people mean when they say “i wish you the best”. You aren’t...
I wanted you to fight for me. I wanted you to say that there was no one else...
– One Tree Hill (via eletheowl)
My parents got rid of my Xmas tree already! D:
Happy Birthday Jesus
<3
If you do anything to hurt him, I will personally be up in your face! Blood is thicker than water.
Today,
In the morning, I got to hang out with Reina. I was sooo effing ecstatic! I was bouncing off the walls! I miss her a bunchies. Christmas and New Years are going to fucking suck not spending it with her and her family. I got home around 130ish, and Jem and I hitt Millilani side, took care of some business, then went to the mall. We came back to my house around 4ish, and did nothing for about 5...
kirbyshelbyx3:
xtiinaa:
I’m craving a peppermint mocha frappuccino from Starbucks :D Yummm.
AMEN !! <33 with extra dark chocolate curls on top (;
Yesss!!!! I want one now now now! :)
I’m craving a peppermint mocha frappuccino from Starbucks :D Yummm.
I hate this. I hate that we’re so distant. I hate that we can’t talk to each other. I hate when we walk past one other and share glances. I hate when you look at me and don’t say hello. I hate this. I hate how everything isn’t ever going to be the same. I hate how I can’t listen to secondhand serenade anymore. I hate how angry I am with you. I hate how you...
You and I,
Will always be unfinished business.
Monday,
Was great. I haven’t had a really good day like that, in a long time. Avatar, was super long. Two hours and a half! But worth it :) &, Winterball was a blast! I’m glad the boys ended up coming. They’re humor is so stupid, but it makes me laugh!
You're such a brat!
But I can live with that :)
I’ve learned this past year. I’ve changed, I’ve grown. Maybe things do happen...
– (via runawaytrain)
People ask me why it's so hard for me to trust...
laaaaauren:
(via runawaytrain)
Don't get me wrong,
I don’t mean to be a complete bitch to you. But that’s the only thing that I can do, that won’t allow me to break down, and love you. I just can’t let myself do that. & So for that, I’m sorry.
A heart don't break even.
Waiting hurts. Forgetting hurts. But not knowing which decision to take is the...
– Paulo Coelho (via quote-book)
Monday,
is gonna be a blast :D
Movies, then Winterball. I haven’t been this excited, since God knows when.
Maybe part of loving is learning to let go.
mrzdaynev:
(via vizzosays)
Maroon 5 -- Makes Me Wonder
I still don’t have the reason And you don’t have the time And it really makes me wonder If I ever gave a fuck about you
Give me something to believe in Cause I don’t believe in you anymore, Anymore I wonder if it even makes a difference to try
So this is goodbye
Just when you think things can’t get any worse, they do. I’ve learned that life...
– (via eletheowl)
This whole week, I’ve been checking my phone at exacly 11:11, both A.M. and P.M. But, I didn’t wish on any of them. There are some people who wait up for 11:11, and I don’t get it. There’s no point in wishing if you’re not going to work to make it reality. Don’t get me wrong, I think it’s cute when we check the clock and it’s exactly 11:11, but I...
My brother,
Isn’t much of a jackass anymore :D Well actually, he isn’t a jackass. I can actually talk to him and shit. We were talking this morning, and I didn’t realized that I started to cry. And he was like, “Aww, don’t cry. You want me to beat him up?” And that made my day :) Blood is always thicker than water.
There are some people who meet that somebody that they can never stop loving, no...
– (via eletheowl)
Samantha Was Here! :DD Why am I logged into your tumblr?
jemijem:
Promises were meant to be broken. Hate to say it, but I told you so. No wait, I take it back, I’m fucking glad to say I told you so.
First Loves.
kwowzee:
That’s exactly what they are. Those are the ones that introduce you to everything, made you love them, loved you back, and also broke your heart. But no matter how hurt you are, you’ll always love them, always. They’ll stay with you forever. And not only will you not notice it, but deep down you’ll compare every other guy to him, and none of them will ever live up because he was your...
This Fuck goes to you,
So, FUCK YOU.
You never seem to be able to see things from where I’m coming from. You just shut down, and always need to be right. I told you what I needed, and you didn’t listen. I told you that it was gonna take some time, and apparently you didn’t care. If you minded your own fucking business, and gave me time, then goddammit we wouldn’t be in this situation. You think you’re...
A Heart Ain't A Brain,
You can stop acting like you know everything. Just because it seems like you’ve been through shit, doesnt mean you know everything. Why don’t you just not but into other people’s business, and let them make their own decision!?
FUCK THIS SHIT.
In every girl’s life, there are three guys. The...
kwowzee:
(via cymaclan)